Ok so I’ve been pretty depressed lately. Pretty bitchy, pretty whiny and pretty pissed. I want to say its the weather but we all know its because there’s only a couple more months to go before finals and I don’t think I can do it without going crazy at last once.
Everyone knows I get panic attacks, right?
Anyways. This is a whiny post. Its not about trying to find motivation or to be inspired. It’s to whine, whine, whine.
So I’ll say things like it’s getting too cold, like its just my luck and like why can’t the tutor understand my situation.
But I’ll also say that God is Most Merciful and tries to show me the need of making this hard, of hitting just above rock bottom, of getting used to the horrible sinking feeling.
So it’s ok. It will be.